ireallystruggle wrote on 15 Dec 2024 17:56:
I gave up updating that long ago cause it just kept reminding me how much of a problem I have.
OY! I know the feeling so well!
Keep falling and thinking it is impossible.
I am still in a very similar situation to you but I can only second what Eerie said.
Everytime I feel like it is hopeless I have another tzadik who lifts me up and helps me start again!
I would also add what Amevakesh told me.
He is more impressed with those who fell and keep getting up then those who just like turn on a switch and change.
The strength that it takes to get up again is truly admirable!
Be proud that you are still in the fight, remember our loving father in heaven who is there to help us and is cheering for us to keep going!
Speak to the right people and as will I b"n, and we will be'h see great success!!
Please keep Us posted !