Hello .

I do all the right things . But the urge keeping getting stronger . I’m usually home working or learning , but today we had company so we went to the mall . I just couldn’t keep my eyes glued to the floor . One day someone is going to look back at me , into my eyes , see the mutual yearning , then I’ll be a goner .

Welcome, my friend! We are here to be your support system, we care about you, so please share what's going on.
What do you mean when you say that you do all the right things? What exactly have you done?
What someone sees in your eyes I don't know, but I do know that the way you will act depends on you and you alone. And you can do it! You can learn to control your desires, beH.