Amazing story, keep being oleh maalah maalah!

Incredible wow. They say that  it’s an eis ratzon, pray for us. 

may all of my brothers and sister fighting the challenge successfully recover from their traumas and find healthy ways to cope with their negative emotions. 
I had a dream tonight that I gave birth to a baby girl - not sure what hole she came out of but looking forward to the day. We have only boys. I think I can properly respect and cherish a daughter now. 

I’m blown away, deeply moved, and highly impressed! Thanks for the Bracha. 

Continued Hazlacha and success, you’re an inspiration! 

Here’s hoping that your incredibly great reaction was Misakein the story of Bar Kamtza in Shomayim, and that very soon all of us will be able to return to Yerushalayim! 

You will do yourself good to recognize that the greater celebration is not of your undeniably beautiful and powerful success but of the maybe less pretty moments of fortitude and tenacity, your acts of courage and discipline along the way, many in situations you would rather not have been in. Your great win is the sum of those moments.
I wish you a meaningful celebration that you can draw on in the future for strength and motivation.
Lchayim! 
You are an inspiration

Speechless!

Guys, what the actual f*ck happened last night? 
I am doubting that it happened. 
and my tutor molested me for years when i was a teenager
f*ck them all to hell

had a very healing weekend with my brother in law this friday/shabbat and spoke to mentors (rav, sponsor, etc). 

It seems the choice i need to make is to let Hashem do his thing. 

I had an aha moment. Was meditating on the serenity prayer, what is the one thing i can change - my attitude and beliefs. i cannot change those of others. 

feeling annoyed that my mother came over (there is a cheder dinner tonight) in the middle of bedtime and got my kids hyped up then sat on her iphone as we fought to put them to bed. she's so unaware of how disrespectful she is of other people's time. And she loves to play the victim. 

Accepting that i can not change her, and trying to move on. 

It's still annoying though.