Hey! Welcome!
It's good to see you here.
There is a lot going on, on this website, but you don't need to see it all at once - to take it step by step, and do what works for you.
These two resources are very useful -
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2 - Maybe take a look at them.
If you feel comfortable, maybe share a little bit about your struggle - what you are struggling with, and how you have done so far.
But whatever happens, remember that it is
definitely possible to break free, and the best way to do it is to keep trying - stay around, keep posting or at least reading, and trying your best!
Hashem loves you!
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