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Re: Make it to Yeshiva 07 Oct 2020 00:36 #355833

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Re: Make it to Yeshiva 07 Oct 2020 00:38 #355834

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Demolished wrote on 07 Oct 2020 00:36:

In my yeshivah years i didn't have a soul with whom I can share my intermost pain and struggle, the suffering in silence was: hell is an understatement. Talking about these issues was unheard of i guess it took some decades to face reality and open up, just want to say that I'm happy for you and confident that you'll make it.
Be'Hatzlacha

Thank you so so much.
I hope not to let u down.
Im pretty afraid cuz my minds been runnin wild bout all the Yetzer wants to do, but will try to succeed bezras Hashem

Re: Make it to Yeshiva 07 Oct 2020 00:41 #355835

yeshivaguy Current streak: 6 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 1493 Karma: 148	OivedElokim wrote on 06 Oct 2020 23:00: Do you have a plan to mitigate the risk? Like a kabbala to not use any of the unfiltered devices unless certain conditions are met or something like that? I do, I need to text someone and tell them when I’m done and I gotta tell them why I’m using it. But really, I think I gotta make a knas cuz it’s too easy
	Last Edit: 07 Oct 2020 00:42 by yeshivaguy.

Re: Make it to Yeshiva 07 Oct 2020 00:43 #355836

yeshivaguy Current streak: 6 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 1493 Karma: 148	It’s scary stuff- walking by the Tv multiple times a day which can access YouTube and can’t block it at all (see earlier posts on this thread).

Re: Make it to Yeshiva 07 Oct 2020 00:44 #355837

yeshivaguy Current streak: 6 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 1493 Karma: 148	Clean day#30!!! The next 30’s gonna be rough. But I gotta make it happen
	Last Edit: 07 Oct 2020 00:47 by yeshivaguy.

Re: Make it to Yeshiva 07 Oct 2020 01:26 #355839

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YeshivaGuy wrote on 07 Oct 2020 00:43:

It’s scary stuff- walking by the Tv multiple times a day which can access YouTube and can’t block it at all (see earlier posts on this thread).

There was a prob with the restroom smell in the rv?
How about you put a mask

near some of the devices as a reminder for yourself that some of them may not be the best for your neshama...

Either way - Hatzlacha!

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Re: Make it to Yeshiva 07 Oct 2020 01:36 #355840

Markz OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 8281 Karma: 427	YeshivaGuy wrote on 07 Oct 2020 00:44: Clean day#30!!! The next 30’s gonna be rough. But I gotta make it happen Just because we were released from cov-19 quarantine doesn’t necessarily mean we have 2020 vision to see what’s gonna be next week and definitely not the next 30. Take it ODAAT One day at a time and One device at a time
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Re: Make it to Yeshiva 07 Oct 2020 02:38 #355844

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Re: Make it to Yeshiva 07 Oct 2020 10:47 #355855

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Who knew the life of a yeshiva bachur could be as entertaining as a movie, thrilling as a novel, and holy as a gemara?

On the practical side, some knas may be a good idea. And if I may be so bold - perhaps another chat with you father would do some good? I wouldn't suggest it considering I haven't had the guts to do it myself, but I know that you've had one in the past, so you've already shown you are stronger than me.

Anyway keep on inspiring.

יהי רצון שהדברים לתועלת

Today I will do what others won't, so tomorrow I can do what others can't.
We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence then, is not an act, but a habit.
We all make choices in life, but in the end, our choices make us.

Re: Make it to Yeshiva 07 Oct 2020 23:04 #355887

yeshivaguy Current streak: 6 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 1493 Karma: 148	Really wanna masterbate. Feeling deprived. The “maaseh biah” keeps flashing through my mind. Cant believe I’m not giving in. Feels like I’m not “myself”- in the past I would def masterbate right now without thinking twice... Take care fellas.
	Last Edit: 07 Oct 2020 23:07 by yeshivaguy.

Re: Make it to Yeshiva 07 Oct 2020 23:30 #355888

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YeshivaGuy wrote on 07 Oct 2020 23:04:

Really wanna masterbate.
Feeling deprived.
The “maaseh biah” keeps flashing through my mind.
Cant believe I’m not giving in.

Feels like I’m not “myself”- in the past I would def masterbate right now without thinking twice...

Take care fellas.

This is your “ new and improved” self.

Hang in there and keep us updated. I’m about to sit down to learn I’ll have in mind as a Zchus for you to have Syaata Dshmaya.

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Re: Make it to Yeshiva 08 Oct 2020 05:12 #355899

yeshivaguy Current streak: 6 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 1493 Karma: 148	Posting here for achrayus. Im pretty aggravated now. Goin to bed. Wont masterbate as stress relief. But still, annoyed. Gn

Re: Make it to Yeshiva 08 Oct 2020 06:02 #355901

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Re: Make it to Yeshiva 08 Oct 2020 07:08 #355904

yeshivaguy Current streak: 6 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 1493 Karma: 148	wilnevergiveup wrote on 08 Oct 2020 06:02: How does your own bed feel? It’s very very comfortable bh. But that’s part of the prob, cuz makes the issur more geshmak...
	Last Edit: 08 Oct 2020 07:08 by yeshivaguy.

Re: Make it to Yeshiva 08 Oct 2020 09:55 #355905

Im Tevakshena Kakasef OFFLINE Gold Boarder Posts: 203 Karma: 18	YeshivaGuy wrote on 08 Oct 2020 07:08: wilnevergiveup wrote on 08 Oct 2020 06:02: How does your own bed feel? It’s very very comfortable bh. But that’s part of the prob, cuz makes the issur more geshmak... I never got this. Doing it in bed would make such a mess. And the smell... Anyway congrats on a month clean! You've been smashing it.
	יהי רצון שהדברים לתועלת Today I will do what others won't, so tomorrow I can do what others can't. We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence then, is not an act, but a habit. We all make choices in life, but in the end, our choices make us.