sick of myself wrote on 26 Dec 2011 00:44:
I have looked at your posts and see that this is what exactly I am going through. You are so right the low porn (no nudity but everything explicit) I can not stop. I have to have my daily fix, what can I do? I feel so helpless with this.
I think first the admission that you have an problem is the first step
Next you need to own up to the stuff that you wrote - that the low level stuff is just the same as the really bad stuff. And then you need to start working on riding yourself of the need for lust.
As long as lust is sitting on your shoulder you will always need your "fix" BUT if you can slowly and carefully remove lust than the fix is just mindless self destruction.
But you have to want it - want it bad - not just say to yourself - I would like to be clean - yeah the same way I would like to be thin and strong - or Yeah I would like to finish Shas -
the question is do you REALLY WANT IT _ AND WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO AbOUT it -
you need to take daily steps to correct the problem - there is alot on this website and others
start taking the first few step - you'll be surprised how easy it gets after that
