Hi,Luuustig here. Something weird happened to me last shabbos. I had some flashbacks of some women I saw on line a while ago, and became aroused. Then I fell asleep. When I awoke I went to shul to learn with a new chavrusa and found myself getting aroused during learning!
I am not gay, and I certainly dont have a crush on this chavrusa. But somehow explaining the gemarah to him and interacting aroused me. I was feeling down last shabbos and pretty lonely it could be this was enough to set me off. He wants to lern again on shavuous
and Im not 100% sure what to do.  I have found in the past that just feeling power over other people can arouse me sometimes. Any thoughts? :-\

I don't think you should make too much of this.

I agree, I just wanted express what I experienced to get some feedback. Thanks

My advice is not to analyze the yh.  As you know, where there's kedusha, the yh goes to town.  Sounds like the leyning must have been zipping right along.

Ha Ha ;D