what do u mean to honest? on a stupid way?

laagvokeles wrote on 29 May 2011 19:53:


No, no.  Not at all!

You seem capable of analyzing yourself, in minute detail, and getting almost all of it completely right.  Most people cannot do that.

But...  It also makes you think that you know yourself.  That is what I mean.

I spent YEARS and YEARS analyzing myself, thinking I was so enlightened, thinking I had such great insights, thinking I'd learn how to beat my addiction some day.

But, I have learned that the addiction FEEDS on ISOLATION, and part of the solution is GETTING OUT OF MY HEAD!!!  All that self-self-self me-me-me, WAS REALLY KILLING ME!  The more INTO ME I was, the sicker I really was.

--Eye.

is there anything outside of u?
i find so many tzadikim here! its unbelieveble! ppl are in this world for others! i am the only one who is in this world for my self! how repugnant! brrbrbrbb.

laagvokeles wrote on 29 May 2011 20:12:


JUST TRY IT.  Maybe you won't do 100%, but .001% more today than yesterday.  I didn't get here overnight, and I'm still far from perfekt.  And, every bit more, every slight improvement, is a slight bit more away from lust you are.

--Eye.

nahhh.... if i do something allse then porn, ill still do something etertaining fro ME

all this nice talking about others and stuff, look up at u mate, but bah nah it aint me bro

laagvokeles wrote on 29 May 2011 20:20:


You know, I often try to explain to people that when they do "good" things, it is often because it makes themselves feel good.  That thought makes people uncomfortable.

But notwithstanding, it can make the world a better place.  And doing good things for the wrong reason doesn't take away from it being good, really.  Would you agree?

100 %
שפתיים יושק

Now, what sort of beer can I offer you?  A pale ale?  Guinness?  Something special?  Staropramen? (someone once jokingly asked for one when I offered him "anything" - I surprised him by having it in my cabinet!)

man you sound good equipped (you also have games... ;D )
if its cold i would drink a corona or a haniken very happily

laagvokeles wrote on 29 May 2011 21:21:


You will excuse me for having a Guinness myself

So what games would you like to play?  If you do play chess, we could have a little competition!

i dont mind to play and to loose... but probably im so bad there would be no funn for someone who knows how to play

laagvokeles wrote on 29 May 2011 21:57:


Backgammon?  Checkers?  I'm up for any.

dont u have a playstation with two controls???? ;D

laagvokeles wrote on 29 May 2011 22:26:


No television.  Therefore, no Playstation, sorry

Let's make a date for tomorrow night - we'll play online something, somewhere.  Your choice of games

Are you a gambling man?