Jew, I hope that you are doing ok. I am having a hard evening and I though that it would be helpful to me to make myself helpful to you and to check in on you and see how your path is going.

I feel better already knowing that you are out there and that we are climbing this ladder together.

Hope your DAY 17 went well and I hope to hear from you soon.

I've got to say that im having a really hard time. Went on the train to work today and there is always untzenius women there. then this evening I was left on my wifes profile on the computer while she dealt with the baby. So I was left... all by myself... BH she came back down soon after. I did have a look but nothing as bad as what it could have been and I consider that a slip rather than a fall, it was not porn and was not the status quo. BH am still clean I think. just want to get through tonight and get to 18 - Chai! Just think of that. Chai! Tonight will be tough.

Hope you're going to be OK. Really want to stick together.

I hope that your night is going well. I am thinking about your struggle and I daven that you should continue to have the strength to go through each day.

You are so strong that you had the ability to mess up and you kept yourself strong. You know you have it in you! May I suggest an early night? Those late nights are killers for both of us!

18 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its in sight (and in site !!)!!

Thank you for your sincere chizuk. I made it and I daven that you did too. I did have an early night. 9.30pm English time to be precise!

I'm alive! 18-Chai. We got to celebrate this milestone.