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Re: Ki Nafalti , Gam Kamti 11 Jul 2011 22:07 #110926

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Thanks for stopping in and saying hi HS and eye.

B"h I'm feeling much better. Resting up on Friday gave me the strength to spend quality time with my family over Shabbos.

Recoverywise I have slipped into the comfort zone -i.e. I no longer feel the crises crushing me. But I can't let myself forget the lessons of the past two weeks.

Indeed, being in the "comfort zone" lead me to read some literature last night of the variety that in the past has led me down some bad paths. Fortunately I caught myself in time before it became a major slip.

Had a very busy day and night and just got back from a communal affair.

Gotta go shluffy.

Nighty night friends,

E
For Dov and the other two guys who care,
My real name really is
 Eli
Like the original Bendy, Ein hadavar talui ela bee




 
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Re: Ki Nafalti , Gam Kamti 11 Jul 2011 23:09 #110945

glad to hear that you are better.
during the school year when i stay up super late doing homework ya right  8)  8) i take an erev shabbas nap so i can be energized for shabbas.
this is when shabbas isnt to early  .

im happy youre still clean.
KOT
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Re: Ki Nafalti , Gam Kamti 12 Jul 2011 00:42 #110970

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E U TRUCK
HEAR BARDY
WFFFD TRUCK

TRRRRKKKKWFFD WFFD..FFDD
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Re: Ki Nafalti , Gam Kamti 12 Jul 2011 05:08 #111013

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Glad to hear you're doing better.

--Eye.
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Re: Ki Nafalti , Gam Kamti 12 Jul 2011 16:58 #111061

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Hi EBD,
how are you doing?
Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise
~Inna beshem ZS

Give, Forgive
~Cordnoy

The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting.
~TZ
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Re: Ki Nafalti , Gam Kamti 12 Jul 2011 17:20 #111067

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Good b"h, thanks for asking.

Have to finish eating supper and run to Kollel Erev.

E
For Dov and the other two guys who care,
My real name really is
 Eli
Like the original Bendy, Ein hadavar talui ela bee




 
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Re: Ki Nafalti , Gam Kamti 12 Jul 2011 19:04 #111087

EBD
you are a real GYE trooper, being on gye WHILE eating supper.
;D
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Re: Ki Nafalti , Gam Kamti 12 Jul 2011 20:02 #111095

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It's the only time I have in the PM to catch up on things until later.

I think it's less than a trooper and more of a junkie...
For Dov and the other two guys who care,
My real name really is
 Eli
Like the original Bendy, Ein hadavar talui ela bee




 
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Re: Ki Nafalti , Gam Kamti 12 Jul 2011 20:17 #111102

o,

well
you are a true GYE junkie, shkoyach on your efforts
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Re: Ki Nafalti , Gam Kamti 13 Jul 2011 11:33 #111169

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:'(

That's it!

Leiby Kletzky, an innocent 9 y.o. kid murdered and dismembered (and probably molested as well r"l!).

Daniel Shalom ben Leah with an untreatable brain tumor r"l.

And I still feel compelled to test the outer limits of my filter(s)?

Avi, save me a chair. I'm a comin' (iy"h and bl"n).

It should be a zchus for (yibadel bein chaim lechaim) the abovementioned.

E

For Dov and the other two guys who care,
My real name really is
 Eli
Like the original Bendy, Ein hadavar talui ela bee




 
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Re: Ki Nafalti , Gam Kamti 13 Jul 2011 13:42 #111176

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you didn't think i would see this...actually...you wrote my name so you did seem to expect it.....

yep, i decided to pop in to see your thread.

your post reminds me of roy k's story in the white book. he says in sefer that he once saw a guy crash his car, and roy k. saw the guy's neck snap and die right in front of him....and roy k. was moved by this gruesome sight...inspired...touched...filled him with introspection and search for God......
  ...
    ...for one nanosecond.
and then he writes how he just kept driving to some hookers house to act out with her parakeet or something.

so mitzad hachessed, its awesome that you can gain from this terrible tragedy and come to the clubhouse

and mitzad hadin we must remember that as people with a disease of insanity, the tragedy will only be miorerr tshuva for a nanosecond, and then go away all to quickly, whereas by a healthy yid it might have some type of effect on him, bosod lama nismicha parshas nazir liparshas sotah.... .

''we want you more than your money" (lashon of 7th tradition).
dov's addition in 1993 edition "but we'll take your money too if you offer"

sorry dov, i love teasing you
bendy,
c u soon
tzaddik09
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Re: Ki Nafalti , Gam Kamti 13 Jul 2011 13:44 #111177

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i forgot...about the clubhouse-byob
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Re: Ki Nafalti , Gam Kamti 13 Jul 2011 14:44 #111183

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tzaddik09/Special Weapons And Tactics wrote on 13 Jul 2011 13:42:

your post reminds me of roy k's story in the white book. he says in sefer that he once saw a guy crash his car, and roy k. saw the guy's neck snap and die right in front of him....and roy k. was moved by this gruesome sight...inspired...touched...filled him with introspection and search for God......
  ...
    ...for one nanosecond.
and then he writes how he just kept driving to some hookers house to act out with her parakeet or something.


Reminds me of the vort I heard from Rabbi Reisman shortly after 9/11.  It says by Pharoah:  וַיִּיקַץ פַּרְעֹה וַיִּישָׁן He had a moment of inspiration, but then he went right back to sleep.  When we see, hear, think of something that moves us, we have to grasp hold of it and take it with us, otherwise we can end up like Pharoah.

Hatzlacha
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Re: Ki Nafalti , Gam Kamti 19 Jul 2011 22:33 #111669

ebd,
how are you doing?
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Re: Ki Nafalti , Gam Kamti 20 Jul 2011 07:18 #111700

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B"H

Thanks for asking.

And yourself?

E
For Dov and the other two guys who care,
My real name really is
 Eli
Like the original Bendy, Ein hadavar talui ela bee




 
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