hello buddies, here i am back, it?s been a few months since i last posted here on my thread, where should i start & what should i say , i am emotionally too weak to say anything when it comes to talking about myself, got b?h 298 days clean, some days are cleaner than other but according the terms here on GYE I am clean, of course we always gota strive for the better but we gotta go baby steps, almost had a flat this week, but I was saved , hashem had mercy on me & made me reach out to our 2 holy brothers Reb Yechida & Der hieliger bardciiver who gave me some good chizak, so I came to realize that the road is very bumpy & we gota learn how to jump up when there is a bomb on the ground or bend down when there is bullet fired above you, constant fighting & of course lots of prayers to hashem cuz after all he is the 1 & ONLY who can help us get cured from this terrible daisies,  all of you guys here on GYE have been awesome to me , I got lot of chizak here from ur stories & u are just keeping me afloat , when I feel stronger I will iy?h write a longer post with more specific details as to what happened & what we can do to KOT, & if it helps even 1 yid it?s all worth my time, I may not be very active on the public forum over the next few weeks, but my inbox & email and Google talk are always open for anyone who needs an ear, ( I am sure it won't last long I will not be able to refrain from peeking in here at least once a day, after all I am a addict  

Be safe guys & have me in mind pray for me & I will for you

Gonna miss u keep in touch

Do u have my email

Is it Bards@bardichev.com?

JIP, you're a real inspiration. There's nothing more to say.

כיהודה ועוד לקרא
i second the motion

JIP is a walking talking inspiration

My truck is running on low fuel 2day, didn't eat & sleep much, lots of stress, no koach to fight
So I'll try to go into idle mode

jewinprogress wrote on 23 Nov 2010 18:51:


ditto

im not fighting

im just ignoring

im also starving

we need to open a hot-dog stand on GYE

Hot dogs

Sauerkraut

Mustard

Bun

Dr pepper

Gevaldigggggg!!

Just gave the YH a kick in his a$$ , signed up for Jnet mobile, so no my BB is protected as well, & since the Jnet browser is letting me onto this page, I guess GYE is on their white list
B"h I'm here too

Wow!!

I am sure that the heiligger bardichever ( the real one) is showing the Bashefer what oitzros his kinderlach are

B

wow
gevaldig

JIP you are shechting a korban for the RBSO, a korban blackberry, i am sure the RBSO is kvelling

and the Bardichever is kvelling from you and from his namesake

B"h feeling better 2day with myself, I know hashem is with me and watches every move, and he's proud of what I do, and I will keep on making him even more proud, the Jnet filter still has some issues with our site, but I sent them an email requesting to take us out from the normal adult category as we are actually putting up a fight for other adult content, so will see how it works out, also its getting cold outside so the streets are gana be hopefully a little cleaner and I'll be able to guard my eyes, not just my PC and BB
Thanks guys for the support

jewinprogress wrote on 24 Nov 2010 16:17:

great to hear, JIP!

JIP...youre aawesome!    its getting cold here also, its a gift from hashem when it gets cold.