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Re: The mouse being honest 29 Jun 2011 15:05 #109869

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an honest mouse wrote on 29 Jun 2011 13:51:

I feel like im back in recovery now...


Can you please take me along??
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Re: The mouse being honest 29 Jun 2011 15:39 #109873

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I'd hitch a lift with someone else, my rides don't last long....
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Re: The mouse being honest 29 Jun 2011 21:38 #109928

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FORGET LONG RIDES
YOU NEED A RIDE    TDAY
TOMOROW YOU HAVE ANOTHER TODAY
ONE DAY ONE DAY ONDAY
JUST TRUCK
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Re: The mouse being honest 30 Jun 2011 22:33 #110065

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an honest mouse wrote on 24 Jun 2011 13:25:

ok, I've started writing the inventory...


ok, I've finished writing the inventory...
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Re: The mouse being honest 01 Jul 2011 01:49 #110075

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Great, how does it go?

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Re: The mouse being honest 01 Jul 2011 03:11 #110076

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and now what do you want to do with it? just curious, so I am asking you.
"Off the 18-wheeler and fine on this tricycle!", "I do not particularly care exactly which "lav" suicide is. I'm not interested in it for other reasons...and you are probably the same."
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Re: The mouse being honest 01 Jul 2011 13:02 #110098

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read it to my wife and ask her opinion...

Just kidding! I'm gonna call some safe recovery friends and spill my guts.
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Re: The mouse being honest 01 Jul 2011 15:10 #110102

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yich! 
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Re: The mouse being honest 04 Jul 2011 13:23 #110239

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an honest mouse wrote on 30 Jun 2011 22:33:

an honest mouse wrote on 24 Jun 2011 13:25:

ok, I've started writing the inventory...


ok, I've finished writing the inventory...


an honest mouse wrote on 01 Jul 2011 13:02:

read it to my wife and ask her opinion...

Just kidding! I'm gonna call some safe recovery friends and spill my guts.


ok I spilled my guts. I felt absolutely incredible for a little while, unburdened, free, connected with likeminded people, but now life went back to normal...
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Re: The mouse being honest 04 Jul 2011 15:32 #110250

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yich.

in the u.s. we say

spill the beans
get it off my chest

but mouse guts?

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Re: The mouse being honest 04 Jul 2011 20:06 #110265

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Well, patience, our sweetest little rodent. Patience.
"Off the 18-wheeler and fine on this tricycle!", "I do not particularly care exactly which "lav" suicide is. I'm not interested in it for other reasons...and you are probably the same."
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Re: The mouse being honest 05 Jul 2011 14:05 #110325

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I keep finding myself in a viscious circle and I try and let go of it but I'm having trouble:

1) My job is ending is less than a month and I don't have anything else lined up, I'm seeing if some people can take me on and I will find out in the next couple of days and it I'm tense and nervous...

2) (subcontiously) I'm tense and nervous = I'm more sensitive to acting out, I feel the urge all the time, i just want to escape it all...

3) but that is what got me into this mess in the 1st place, i dont concentrate on my work and i escape... i cant do that anymore...

4) but I cant stop, how will I ever hold down a job and get some steady parnosoh...

5) need to act out...

6) cant...

7) aaagggghhh!!!!

Just sharing what's in my head.... 
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Re: The mouse being honest 05 Jul 2011 14:16 #110330

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Thanks for sharing. I hear where you're coming from. Remember its actions, not thoughts, that count. 
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Re: The mouse being honest 05 Jul 2011 14:36 #110337

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hi AHM,
i feel for you.
Maccabee said a great thing. actions are what count now, do something good, take good steps. our mind is sometimes our enemy.
wishing you the best.
zs
Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise
~Inna beshem ZS

Give, Forgive
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The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting.
~TZ
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Re: The mouse being honest 05 Jul 2011 14:55 #110340

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I assume you have already tried setting for yourself frequent mini-breaks. (i.e. every 10-15 minutes)...


<& NOT taking any breaks in between!>
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