Hey forum. I hope the forum people are well. It is a hard journey. I’ll say somethings you benefit from when you succeed. The scripture says benefits: redemption, extending life, the world is forgiven, healing to the whole world. Even if you don’t care about yourself, the tremendously healing and blessing it brings for me is worth it hahahaha. More benefits: It’s as if you did a favor for god, wisdom and tremendous blessing. If you want to know the sources I can tell you . Have the best day!!!