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Month of Elul - my biggest trigger! 30 Sep 2024 19:56 #422672

  • dreamyunicorn28
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I'm so triggered and vulnerable right now! I came such a long way B"H but I'm so down these days and my urges are to the sky. I think a lot of it has to do because it's Elul- the pressure to do Teshuva triggers me... Luckily I don't have the means to act out in many ways but I'm very vulnerable. 

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Re: Month of Elul - my biggest trigger! 30 Sep 2024 20:30 #422676

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Yes!
I used to dread Elul. I think what helped me is learning how to use Elul productively, rather than feeling pressure. I also relate to not acting out simply for a lack of means, that was probably me today. 
if you're interested, I'd be happy to chat about another way of approaching elul. 
anyway, chazak v'eematz! Youre doing great!
"It is not our abilities that show who we truly are, it is our choices.” ---- Albus Dumbeldore (as per Chris Columbus)

Re: Month of Elul - my biggest trigger! 30 Sep 2024 20:40 #422678

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Thanks for the Chizzuk! I'm still a new boarder (less than 30 days on GYE) so I I'm still restricted of chat 
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Re: Month of Elul - my biggest trigger! 30 Sep 2024 21:08 #422681

Hey I feel the same way!

I wrote about it here today. Curious to hear your thoughts. 
Feel free to pm me on Google chat arin36346@gmail.com
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