Hi 
So this week we"ll be saying והיא שעמדה - and that in every generation they want to destroy us and hashem saves us. I feel like although this could be understood simply, that even though we are living kind of free in most of the world - they are still out to get us.
Perhaps the current enemy is out to annihilate us, and the enemy is the battle!!!! it comes in a variety of flavors - some struggle with porn some with staring some with lusting, some with obsessing anxiety and depression some flirting, some phone sex, some bad music, some people bad friends, some with all of the above - some with wasting time trying to break their filter - I AM SURE THERE IS SO MUCH MORE and everyone (on this heilige site for sure) has a story where seemingly inexplicable help came from "random source" to get him out of the tempting situation. It may have been a text from a random person that threw you off - maybe a shiur popped up - maybe the light just turned green or maybe even you got caught at a thankful early stage.
But we know that it is hashem being MATZILEINU.
So perhaps we can all put down and acknowledge our personal MATZILEINU stories and when we go out of galus - our mitzrayim - It will be our ID to get to the FIRST CLASS GYE TERMINAL.

Just last night - i was feeling some of the feeling and was a little week and we know that these feeling by me tend to manifest into days of emotional turmoil - But then I went to Mordys shteeble - where they had a lit farbreng - I wasn't even involved on the singing etc. - but somehow i left on a high THANNK YOU HASHEM

Feel free to post comments and stories - or just to read and shep nachas from your friends in first class

Besides wasting 2 plus hours just now searching and searching for some type of porn I came up with basically nothing thank you hashem for good filters....
But hashem saved me #MATZILEINU

My friend, see yud909's thread, he discovered he was not hired by the filter companies to test their systems, neither were we....

#matizleinu

So on my way home today - I saw a female walking on the side of the road as i passed her i wanted to turn back to get a better look but decided not to ...fast forward 5 seconds a neew yetzer hara emerged and i made a u turn to "find" her and she wasnt there ...
#matzileinu

growup wrote on 01 May 2023 18:16:

“A Female”??????

She’s someone daughter / wife / mother. 

I guess it’s fine cos she would probably, like, message her friend “I saw this humanoid and they way it looked at me I realized the hunt has begun and so my adrenaline kicked in and I escaped faster than my heels can click!!”

i said female because in my corrupted infiltrated brain - i Dont register daughter / wife / mother - and to me these things at times trigger me - and therefore i davened to hashem for those few seconds - and then gave in ... but hashem saved me 
Not sure if Your making fun of me!!

growup wrote on 02 May 2023 01:25:

Forgive me if I came across too strong as a typical female. 

Im sure you’ve heard from others on the forum and you would hear it from HHM and Dov the idea of praying for her, put in a good word for her, see her human as you are. 

it’s a wild idea for some of us, try it - you never know, IMHO it’s more productive than the other option…

like that - thanks 

I cannot believe my org never picked up speed