With the help of my therapist I am clean for around 52 hours now. The longest I've gone in a while. Just needed to post this because the cravings are really bad right now.

I really applaud you for posting whilst your feelings are strong.
What you have done is a major sign of progress.

To have the presence of mind to post on here whilst in such a place mentally....it shows great powers.

It shows you can separate the feeling of temptation, from who you actually are and what you want.

In such times, this website is a great resource.
So is doing a positive activity.
And above all, davening for help.

Wow this is amazing!!! Its unbelievable how u can reach out when ur feelings are so strong. From my own experiences this is extremely difficult. I hope hashem grants u the strength and courage to continue what u are doing. Keep up the great work!!!! 

Hatzlacha! You've come to the right place, this website and the forum have lots of resources for the struggle...and anyway coming here is better than going elsewhere

You might also want to maintain one thread where you post. It helps others get a feeling for the continuity.

Thank you for posting.



Struggling right now so hearing that I am not the only one who struggles to do more then a few days was helpful.