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I cant believe I fell 18 Sep 2016 18:51 #295272

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It's been probably around....4-6 months...way more than 90 days! Since I've looked or fell...and it happened....if I had a gun, I might shoot my self in the foot.

Re: I cant believe I fell 18 Sep 2016 18:54 #295273

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That's painful!

But, If you shoot yourself in the foot you won't be able to get back up

Look at this, brother
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Re: I cant believe I fell 18 Sep 2016 19:30 #295281

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Philwantstoquit wrote on 18 Sep 2016 18:51:
It's been probably around....4-6 months...way more than 90 days! Since I've looked or fell...and it happened....if I had a gun, I might shoot my self in the foot.

Once you're shootin', why don't you......? oh, forget it.

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Re: I cant believe I fell 18 Sep 2016 20:09 #295287

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Cords said it for me .

As for my experience, I "fell", whatever that word is supposed to mean, the day before I reached 5 months. That was March 18th 2015. With the help of Hashem and the program of SA, I've been sober since. I still can't believe it when I don't "fall". 
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Re: I cant believe I fell 19 Sep 2016 14:39 #295310

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i also fell the first time after 1 year and 2 months, i think no1 can be clean for good the first time, dont let the Yezer hara trick you that u are clean for good.. u will still have to fight alot... i also now at 55 day, started chart like 7th time... good luck!
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