Good afternoon all my fellow brethren.
I have not updated my standing in 48 days because I have fallen. I don't know how to get back up. Falling led to more and more. I know what I must do, but i can't and don't want to let go. I am living a lie because I'm so afraid of being honest and facing the let down of those I hold dear.
I plead to you G-D to take my terrible burden one moment at a time.