The old crazy and dangerous stuff i did for lust, even porn and masturbation, are just an old, really bad movie to me, now. Well...at least until the next time I start wanting something! Then, look out!
Woah. Yeh, I also don't struggle with any Yetzer Hara or anything even
remotely questionable - as long as I don't
want anything. Sheesh. How does a person reach this level of not "wanting" anything? This is something only the highest Tzadikim were able to achieve in previous generations, and along comes "baby" Dov and sits right down next to them all on top of the mountain. :D