So will I...or at least close by to there.

TehillimZugger wrote:


i do have your number but when i tried calling it went straight to voicemail

That's because I'm upstate, near Albany, try on Sunday.

TehillimZugger wrote:


have been!

yesterday i saw a girl i used to be friends with. she said hi, i said hi, and that was the entire conversation. my brain though went into hyper-drive with imagination and what if and so on. it was ridiculous but it wasnt going away. so i started davvening for her, asking Hashem to shower her with blessings and only good things and that she should have a good life. then i put her out of my head and she stayed out

i have been dealing with some frustration the past couple of days where people where not meeting my expectations and things werent working out the way i wanted them too. today i was at a point that i felt completely overwhelmed, let down by people, frustrated and even kinda wanting to cry. i started talking to the Abishter and i asked Him to help me with the situation. its in His Hands. no one elses. then i asked Him to Help me deal with my internal reactions to the situation. after a couple of minutes i got a flash of inspiration. no one owes me anything! i was frustrated because this person should have done this for and this person should have done that for me and they didnt and how dare they! thing is they dont HAVE too. B"H right now im much calmer and Hashem has already Sent solutions in a way that even my eyes can see

have a great Shabbos everyone

Keep sharing good news, monkey

had a rough day today. was in my own head, full of fear, anxiety, self judgement, imagining doomsday scenarios etc. forced myself to go about my day. i had a productive day but at the end of the day i was still feeling 'blah'
i spoke to the Abishter a lot today asking for His help. instead of isolating and stuck in myself i reached out. i spoke to the person who ive asked to sponsor me while im in the states and spoke to some friends (one of whom is very talented and plays guitar with a bird perched on their shoulder) i had a long conversation with my sponsor and B"H am feeling much more centered.

It's not because I'm talented that I can play g.u.i.t.a.r. with a bird perched on my shoulder... It's because of birdie that I can play guitar in the first place.

Get
Up,
Into
Truck,
And
Rowuhll!

dear nitzotzeloki
you are inspiring me
you are my mentor
did you fill'er up your truck with super?

Tehillim zugger
Zugt
Uns
Gita
Gedanken
Err
Riest shtiker

i kinda feel bad only posting the tough times. but hey heres some more.
had to deal with some grown up stuff this week such as making decisions and being faced with a situation with no clear decision to make with real emotional fallout. i started freaking and really wanted to act out. i davvened and asked for Help and than started talking to people. wrote things down. looking at things on paper helped ease the emotions and give me a clearer picture of the situation.
i know that i cant prevent myself from acting out by trying not to. i cant take credit for staying sober. i give thanks to the Abishter for that.
have a great shabbos everyone

(oh and shmeichal, thanks for your kind words and KOS! (keep on smiling))

hi everybody, its been a while since i posted, i would LOVE to talk about my favorite subject but im getting sick of it. so how are YOU doing?

I'd like to talk about YOU; what's goin' on?
Please tell.

b'hatzlachah

But my favourite subject is you......