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TOPIC: the void 45179 Views

Re: the void 06 Oct 2013 00:18 #220322

nitzotzeloki OFFLINE Gold Boarder Posts: 311 Karma: 11	went thu at least a brazzilion tissues on shabbos. havent been isolating though and am doing all right
	i used to look back all the time saying "oh no! what have i done! Hashem help me erase the past." and i never heard a response. finally i started looking forward saying "Hashem i'm leaving the past to you and i'm forgetting all about it. help me have a good future. help me from here and on be the person You want me to be." and that's where i realized Hashem had been waiting to help me all along

Re: the void 06 Oct 2013 01:01 #220324

Pidaini OFFLINE Platinum Boarder פדני מעושק אדם-מיצר הרע העושק את הבריות-רש"י Posts: 2189 Karma: 107	BH, Refuah Shleimah!!! KOT!!
	Yankel \| My Ladder \| Talking to Hashem I'm just a dude, another guy on this bus. Have a great day, unless, of course, you made other plans. ~ obbormottel "Nothing changes as long as everything stays the same" ~ Dov

Re: the void 06 Oct 2013 18:16 #220359

nitzotzeloki OFFLINE Gold Boarder Posts: 311 Karma: 11	thanks. mmmmmmmmmm fake chicken soup.
	i used to look back all the time saying "oh no! what have i done! Hashem help me erase the past." and i never heard a response. finally i started looking forward saying "Hashem i'm leaving the past to you and i'm forgetting all about it. help me have a good future. help me from here and on be the person You want me to be." and that's where i realized Hashem had been waiting to help me all along

Re: the void 07 Oct 2013 04:26 #220387

sib101854 Current streak: 4154 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 518 Karma: 25	I agree with Alex. I woulod suggest that you either speak to your Mashgiach or a Rav of find a therapist as soon as possible.

Re: the void 07 Oct 2013 11:56 #220402

nitzotzeloki OFFLINE Gold Boarder Posts: 311 Karma: 11	SIB101854 wrote: I agree with Alex. I woulod suggest that you either speak to your Mashgiach or a Rav of find a therapist as soon as possible. about the fake chicken soup?! in all seriousness if you are referring to the subject matter discussed when i first started this thread, B"H much has changed for the better since then. maybe i should rename the thread. any suggestions?
	i used to look back all the time saying "oh no! what have i done! Hashem help me erase the past." and i never heard a response. finally i started looking forward saying "Hashem i'm leaving the past to you and i'm forgetting all about it. help me have a good future. help me from here and on be the person You want me to be." and that's where i realized Hashem had been waiting to help me all along

Re: the void 07 Oct 2013 14:57 #220405

Pidaini OFFLINE Platinum Boarder פדני מעושק אדם-מיצר הרע העושק את הבריות-רש"י Posts: 2189 Karma: 107	You've been writing much more Headline style, so how 'bout "Spark's Headlines"
	Yankel \| My Ladder \| Talking to Hashem I'm just a dude, another guy on this bus. Have a great day, unless, of course, you made other plans. ~ obbormottel "Nothing changes as long as everything stays the same" ~ Dov

Re: the void 08 Oct 2013 13:48 #220481

nitzotzeloki OFFLINE Gold Boarder Posts: 311 Karma: 11	wait! is that air?! that im breathing?! through my nose?!
	i used to look back all the time saying "oh no! what have i done! Hashem help me erase the past." and i never heard a response. finally i started looking forward saying "Hashem i'm leaving the past to you and i'm forgetting all about it. help me have a good future. help me from here and on be the person You want me to be." and that's where i realized Hashem had been waiting to help me all along

Re: the void 08 Oct 2013 13:50 #220483

Pidaini OFFLINE Platinum Boarder פדני מעושק אדם-מיצר הרע העושק את הבריות-רש"י Posts: 2189 Karma: 107	ahhh, the feeling of recovery........
	Yankel \| My Ladder \| Talking to Hashem I'm just a dude, another guy on this bus. Have a great day, unless, of course, you made other plans. ~ obbormottel "Nothing changes as long as everything stays the same" ~ Dov

Re: the void 08 Oct 2013 13:56 #220484

nitzotzeloki OFFLINE Gold Boarder Posts: 311 Karma: 11	Pidaini wrote: ahhh, the feeling of recovery........ one 'sniff' day 'achoo' at a 'tekiah!' time (how does one spell the noise of blowing ones nose?)
	i used to look back all the time saying "oh no! what have i done! Hashem help me erase the past." and i never heard a response. finally i started looking forward saying "Hashem i'm leaving the past to you and i'm forgetting all about it. help me have a good future. help me from here and on be the person You want me to be." and that's where i realized Hashem had been waiting to help me all along

Re: the void 08 Oct 2013 17:09 #220497

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nitzotzeloki wrote:

Pidaini wrote:

ahhh, the feeling of recovery........

(how does one spell the noise of blowing ones nose?)

~~ppppppppbbbbbbbbbbb!!!!~~
~~pppppppppththththththth!!!!!~~
~~pppppppppppffffffffffffff!!!!!!!!!~~
~~pppppppppbbbbbbbbbbvvvvvvvvv!!!!!!~~
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"ויעזור ויגן ויושיע לכל החוסים בו ונאמר אמן" -- ArtScroll Gabbai's Handbook

Re: the void 08 Oct 2013 18:10 #220504

Machshovo Tova OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 1230 Karma: 26	Gezuntheit!!! MT

Re: the void 10 Oct 2013 00:36 #220670

Pidaini OFFLINE Platinum Boarder פדני מעושק אדם-מיצר הרע העושק את הבריות-רש"י Posts: 2189 Karma: 107	Some people have been lax in posting their posts, here's an excert of a chat with reb turtle monkey "how am i supposed to be completely miserable with G-d running the universe and Loving me all the time?" Sheesh, he's darn right!!
	Yankel \| My Ladder \| Talking to Hashem I'm just a dude, another guy on this bus. Have a great day, unless, of course, you made other plans. ~ obbormottel "Nothing changes as long as everything stays the same" ~ Dov

Re: the void 10 Oct 2013 00:42 #220671

MendelZ OFFLINE Gold Boarder Posts: 291 Karma: 14	BEAUTIFUL!! and very helpful. Thanks, Nitz (and Pidaini).
	אלא יש לו לייחד כל מעשיו לשמו הגדול לבד, ולא ישתף עמו דבר אחר That's the goal. The key to everything. Working on it, bs"d.

Re: the void 10 Oct 2013 03:47 #220693

TehillimZugger OFFLINE Platinum Boarder לבד הנשמה הטהורה Posts: 2446 Karma: 34	Who said you have to be completely miserable you... you... TURTLEMONKEY?! [And it's excer[b]p[/b]t, Pid]
	?דער באשעפער לאווט מיך אייביג. וויפיל לאוו איך עהם My Creator loves me at all times. How great is my love for him? Last Edit: 10 Oct 2013 03:48 by TehillimZugger. Reason: OCD Spellcheckism

Re: the void 10 Oct 2013 20:13 #220776

ZemirosShabbos OFFLINE Platinum Boarder pass the compote Posts: 6153 Karma: 72	Henry Wadsworth Turtlemonkey Edgar Allen Nitzotz
	Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise ~Inna beshem ZS Give, Forgive ~Cordnoy The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting. ~TZ