DEAR TATTY,
I NEED YOUR HELP. AS YOU KNOW I HAD A RELAPSE LAST WEEK, AFTER 91 DAYS OF SOBRIETY.
PLEASE SHOW ME YOU LOVE ME, BECAUSE I FEEL SO DOWN.
I'M GONNA KEEP TRYING, BECAUSE THATS THE ONLY WAY TO GO.
PLEASE GUIDE ME. HELP ME TO FOLLOW THE ADVICE OF MY SPONSOR. PLEASE GIVE HIM THE RIGHT ADVICE TO GUIDE ME.
I FEEL WEAK. I FEEL DISCOURAGED. I AM TIRED.
HELP ME TO FACE ALL MY CHALLENGES WITH ACCEPTANCE.
LIFT ME UP, I BEG OF YOU TATTY.
LET ME FEEL CLOSE TO YOU AGAIN.
TATTY, THESE ARE TEARS OF SADNESS MIXED WITH JOY...
SADNESS FOR WHAT I HAVE LOST, AND BECAUSE OF THE DIFFICULTY TO REGAIN IT.
BUT ALSO JOY, BECAUSE I AM SO GRATEFUL THAT YOU GAVE ME A GIFT OF SOBRIETY FOR 91 DAYS.
I KNOW THAT YOU ARE ALWAYS THERE FOR ME TATTY, BUT HELP ME TO FEEL IT.
PLEASE REACH OUT OUR HAND TO ME.
IN PRAYER AND LOVE,
MOISHELE
