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Re: For how long by now? 13 Aug 2012 17:10 #143567


GUYS THIS FEELS WRONG BUT I FELL 2WICE TODAY AT LOOKING AT EXTREMELY UNSUITABLE IMAGES AT LEAST RELATIvely and i go t up straight away with right attitude it feels so wierd.it feels good that i can get up so fast but i feel guilty i dont feel guilty like i used to.......its very wierd........

btw until today although there were obvious loopholoes i didnt fall on thte internet for some time but the bed at nght is hard for me....i always fall on the first small tiny drink of lust.....

whats wierder is that when i fell last night i was thinking all the time how its an illusion and its a ruined perception and ruins my perception of women...

and ill feel terrible....yeah logic takes us addicts(those of us that are)NOOWHHEEERRRREEE!!!

anyway all the best guys... i need to get a first day to get to aq week !!!!
with hashems help tnite will be a start of agood week!
BYEBYE FOR NOW!

Re: For how long by now? 13 Aug 2012 18:24 #143585

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I am very sorry to hear about your fall.
And yea, I know this feeling very well. If you fall and stand up immediately and you feel like you just don't care. Yep, depressing.
KOBT

ps: 32 days.

Re: For how long by now? 13 Aug 2012 18:58 #143594

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Baby Truckin'!!!!! ;D
!אנא עבדא דקודשא בריך הוא

וּבְיָדְךָ כֹּחַ וּגְבוּרָה וּבְיָדְךָ לְגַדֵּל וּלְחַזֵּק לַכֹּל


"If it would be so easy there wouldn't be a GYE, but if it would be impossible there also wouldn't be a GYE."
"Sometimes a hard decision leads to an easier outcome."
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Re: For how long by now? 14 Aug 2012 07:09 #143631

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tocontrolmyself wrote on 13 Aug 2012 17:10:

.it feels good that i can get up so fast but i feel guilty i dont feel guilty like i used to.......its very wierd........


That is progress.

Re: For how long by now? 14 Aug 2012 11:10 #143635

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33 days.

Re: For how long by now? 14 Aug 2012 13:32 #143642

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!!!! ...ואמרתם כה לחי
!אנא עבדא דקודשא בריך הוא

וּבְיָדְךָ כֹּחַ וּגְבוּרָה וּבְיָדְךָ לְגַדֵּל וּלְחַזֵּק לַכֹּל


"If it would be so easy there wouldn't be a GYE, but if it would be impossible there also wouldn't be a GYE."
"Sometimes a hard decision leads to an easier outcome."
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My story: guardyoureyes.com/forum/19-Introduce-Yourself/111583-hello-my-friends

Re: For how long by now? 14 Aug 2012 14:51 #143650

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veara shalom uveytecha shalom vechol asher lecha shalom. (interestingly, the person referred as "chai" died very shortly afterwards...)

btw, I liked the baby truck :D

Re: For how long by now? 14 Aug 2012 14:58 #143652

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RT wrote on 14 Aug 2012 14:51:

(interestingly, the person referred as "chai" died very shortly afterwards...)


He was referring to Rashb"i not to Naval...
?דער באשעפער לאווט מיך אייביג. וויפיל לאוו איך עהם
My Creator loves me at all times. How great is my love for him?

Re: For how long by now? 14 Aug 2012 17:59 #143680

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Aha. Why exactly? (hopefully not because 33 is yoma dehilula der' Shimen) and why is he called Chai?

Re: For how long by now? 14 Aug 2012 18:01 #143682

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Why not because it's Lag Ba'Omer for you?
!אנא עבדא דקודשא בריך הוא

וּבְיָדְךָ כֹּחַ וּגְבוּרָה וּבְיָדְךָ לְגַדֵּל וּלְחַזֵּק לַכֹּל


"If it would be so easy there wouldn't be a GYE, but if it would be impossible there also wouldn't be a GYE."
"Sometimes a hard decision leads to an easier outcome."
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Re: For how long by now? 14 Aug 2012 18:41 #143686

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aaaaahaaa...........okaaaaay.

and why is rebbe shmen chai? (i mean more than anybody else from the great gedoylim). Did i miss a maamar chaza"l ?

Re: For how long by now? 14 Aug 2012 18:44 #143687

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סנהדרין צח
?דער באשעפער לאווט מיך אייביג. וויפיל לאוו איך עהם
My Creator loves me at all times. How great is my love for him?

Re: For how long by now? 14 Aug 2012 22:19 #143697

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by me its already day 34. . . . . . .
there is a posuk no.. ashrei maskil el da"l, beyom raa yazilehu haShem.
ken ihi rotzn

Re: For how long by now? 14 Aug 2012 22:49 #143699

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Omein!!!!!
!אנא עבדא דקודשא בריך הוא

וּבְיָדְךָ כֹּחַ וּגְבוּרָה וּבְיָדְךָ לְגַדֵּל וּלְחַזֵּק לַכֹּל


"If it would be so easy there wouldn't be a GYE, but if it would be impossible there also wouldn't be a GYE."
"Sometimes a hard decision leads to an easier outcome."
- General Grant


My story: guardyoureyes.com/forum/19-Introduce-Yourself/111583-hello-my-friends

Re: For how long by now? 16 Aug 2012 10:37 #143776

i got my first clean night to 90!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
once i get 3 days bh ill go on to the trip to 90...hopefully ill rejoin the acctb.
r u guys still doing it?
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