To whom this may concern, I the self proclaimed editor & chief of shomaim news is excited to announce that I will be making a trip to Israel the Holy land before & around chanuka time.

I would love to meet some of our holy brothers if possible.

Uri,

Do you know were I can buy some sforim while I'm there?

Harry update

Harry is out of jail he is in Bellvue Hospital in critical condition.It "seems" he attemted to take his life while in solitary confinement

Police sources say

FBI was called to shop rite after a few suspicious females in the elevator were acting weird.

Turns out it was Letakain, her sister & her Mom were playing one of Rages elevator tricks.

A competition is on between Trying & Habib as to who can stay up more night and longer hours.

Mom aint happy about it.

lol. I won. Habib is sleeping.

NEWS ALERT:
Two Gue members, teaming up for the first, one of a kind , sobriety partnership ever , called THE RABIB'S, HAVE MADE IT TO A WEEK!!!
for more info check out habib's thread
http://rehab-my-site.com/guardureyes/forum/index.php?topic=369.0

BY??? :D
an Im so J you're going to Eretz. I was there last spring. Wish I can go back again. Pray for us , Ye??
and u gotta go to carlebach shul. Being in tzefat?
ps-- shomayim new MUST report on gue reunions. Thats a rule  8) 8) 8)

I was there last rosh hashono yom kipur and right after shevuois again.

I love the place. That's our real home and I feel it.

You will get there one day as long as u don't give up.

I just wish I knew how to help u.

But I don't.

Its deep hurt feelings that come out at night or when ur down.

And u can't  see urslef going for help because ur really so normal during the day when u don't focus on the pain deep down.

But sooner or later u will have to deal with it because it will alway haunt u If u don't.

I wish it wasn't the way I put it but it is and u know it.

Carlbach. Minyan at the kotel. Gevald geshrigen! I love it

Im nt the type that think going to therapists means ur crasy. Actually I wished all those years I was growing up for at least one listening ear. A therapist. anyone. And if this stupid world wudn b so crasy , theyd see it. I was the happiest go lucky onthe outside.  They just had to look one level beneath all that.  I cant blame them. I put on a good act. but someone experienced wuda seen through it all. IYH , when I'll get better, and beome the person I wanna be, Ill make sure this never happens to anyone again.

About the therapist, im jst having a hard time finding one, that can help deal with the issues I have at home and is also experienced with addiction . Which is only the result. If u have any ideas..

Efshar Letaken wrote on 16 Nov 2009 08:18:

me too. Life itself.
and here Im stuck in death.
i feel constantly like right after a slip. edgy an needing release. even though I didnt slip. Its hell

thx for reminding me though
Got a fave carblach?
What about gad?

To many carlabach songs I like to list them here.

There's a lot about his difrent stages in his voice I love em all. Just about. And his stories tops everything he's got.

Gad, hmmmmm?!

Nope I don't like him or his music. Its too something.

I love the song he sang with his fahter way back when called aba, ani yodeika mah zeh kashe, lachzor bitshuvah.

I love chaim moshe thou malachim hakdoshim and all his stuff as well as lehavdil ayal golan.

I get wat ur sayin bout gad, but his songs really pull me. Theres like this real raw emotion in every one of them. Forget about how he sings em. Have u herd 'ani kechli' that I posted? that chorus makes me cry like no other. 'as long as my neshoma is in me ,  i want to serve you...'. Its his desire n emotion that he puts into a song that touches mine. Fine, I x chap y i care if u understand.
wateva. and carblach stories r gold....

Maybe its that raw emotion that I don't like but I haveto admit I didn't hear that song and he might be gr8 on that one. I was just saying in general