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First of all, I want to congratulate you on improving your site with many new options! They are invaluable tools for all Jews! Second, I am happy to tell you that I have been close to 100 days clean, THANK G-D, the only One who has made this possible through his kindness!...

I installed a filter on my work computer. I realize that the only way to beat this, is to fight it all the way. If I give in even a little, my y"h will overpower me before I know it. The fact that I even went on this site to begin with was only because I heard an inner vo...

To all my friends here, When I came here roughly 4 and a half months ago, I was barely a few weeks clean from girls, depressed as anything, unhappy with life, suicidal, and just unsure if I would have any future in this world. By Hashem's grace, I was led to this site and...

  I was in Israel, 14 years old, from a regular non frum family, the typical half Israeli / half American Jew. I put on Tefillin every day, but that was about it. Every time I saw a frum Jew, I identified with him, I wanted to be like him, but that spark was not bright en...

Reb Guard, First of all thanks for all that you do on daily basis on behalf of Klal Yisroel. In the past 2 weeks I've been in contact with Elya K on the hotline and b"h I've been clean for 10 days. But the most amazing change that has happened over the last 10 days has be...

"Me3" posted: So I actually managed to find my own thread. Excuse me while I get rid of the dust and open some windows here. Today I hit 90 days, and now - just as promised, poof! I have no more desire to look at inappropriate sites. Amazing! OK fine, maybe not exactly. S...

It is my greatest joy to log in from time to time and see so many new members joining this Milchemes Hashem. These past 5+ months have been much more than a relief from my horrible addiction. Thanks to everyone here at GYE, I have been living for the first time in my life...

I was born into a very hareidi family... lots of brothers and sisters... my father is a well known posek and Rav... I learned for many years and even started on smicha... Since then, I've never been non-observant, chas veshalom, but I've rejected the seclusion of hareidi ...

11th of Cheshvan, 5770 (significance of this date). The above date marks 90 complete days from which I have broken free and preserved cleanliness. Boruch Hashem, I can now tell you (first hand) that despite the unbelievable challenge and a spirit that has been torn apart,...

I have compulsively masturbated from a very young age. I know that by age 7, I was masturbating frequently. I was an addict and was unable to stop. Yes, I tried to stop many times with varying success, but I was never able to stop for more than a few weeks. I was hopeless...

Upon reaching 90 days clean and earning his place on the Wall of Honor ClearEyes posted today: "Happy 90th clean day to me. Thank you Reb Guard, Group #3 and all the holy members of GYE for making this dream a reality. Thank you all for saving my life!!!". ClearEyes has b...

B"H, I just updated my chart to a streak of 33 days. I honestly can't believe it. Since my addiction started, I never got past two weeks - and here I am at 33 days and b'chasdei Hashem going strong. Obviously, there have been a number of bumps and tests along the way and ...

Today is day 90. I appreciate everyone who attended the kumzitz last night. ImTrying25, Sturggle, Battleworn, and Dov M. from DC's group. It was a really intense evening and I feel honored for hosting it. Also, I thank MOMO and Loi-Misyeish for calling in, that was very m...

"7Up" writes some chizuk to "theOne" on the forum: Our fears and feelings often run - and ruin - our lives. The more we run from them, the faster they chase us; sending us on a never-ending journey of "escape", which can lead us to the darkest caves and holes in the world...

Yaakov, who is a Talmid Chacham and has posted such beautiful Torah on our forum (click here to see all of Yaakov's posts), also programmed for us the automated 90-day chart, the Wall of Honor and the profile page, and he continues to update and provide support for it all...

My first exposure to porn came at age 10. My addictive behavior picked up speed at age 12. When I was 16, I had a spiritual awakening and made a conscious decision to stop. However, despite all my efforts, my addiction grew and grew as it threatened my job, my family and ...

The ironic thing about GYE is that to be part of it, I need internet access. It is clear to me that I need GYE as oxygen for my soul, on a regular basis, and for the support I get from everyone when I need it. I feel like my computer has been transformed from an Avizraya ...

I'm happily married to a beautiful and loving woman, and together we are raising a bunch of wonderful children, yet there is a side of me that no one knows about, a side of me that has been eating away at me for almost as long as I can remember. That side of me is the Mr....