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Re: Starting again!!! 12 Feb 2021 21:18 #363255

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Day 74

I would like to take this opportunity to update you all on my progress.

I've been out of Yeshiva for awhile. Was going through stuff. Got back recently. I'm really seeing a lot of Hatzlacha in my learning, davening etc. More then ever.
I know that much of that is due to my efforts in the area of Kedusha.
So that'll be one of my 90,000 reasons....

Anyways, I want to wish all of the courageous and valiant warriors on here all the best, and success in this struggle, as well as all others.

May we merit to see the fruits of our labor very soon, with the speedy arrival of Moshiach, when we will be able to make sense of all that we are going through...

A Gut Chodesh

A Gut Shabbos
I am a bochur with a passion for meaning and truth, searching to remain clean and live a holy and fulfilling life.

If you are reading this-you have a friend in me.
Feel free to PM me and I'll share my offline contact information, so we can call and text. I'd be honored if you'd trust me with your story and promise to support you in any way I possibly can.
I've been on GYE for over 7 years. "I may walk slow, but I never walk back" (-Abraham Lincoln?).
(For the background and meaning of my username- see Tanya chapter 15).

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Re: Starting again!!! 17 Feb 2021 20:20 #363606

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Day 79

Just discovered a loophole in my new phones restrictions. I’m on alert until I block it later today. 

Otherwise I’m doing well.

11 days left till i reach the magic number of 90. For the second time this year...

Thank you Hashem!
I am a bochur with a passion for meaning and truth, searching to remain clean and live a holy and fulfilling life.

If you are reading this-you have a friend in me.
Feel free to PM me and I'll share my offline contact information, so we can call and text. I'd be honored if you'd trust me with your story and promise to support you in any way I possibly can.
I've been on GYE for over 7 years. "I may walk slow, but I never walk back" (-Abraham Lincoln?).
(For the background and meaning of my username- see Tanya chapter 15).

My current thread 

Re: Starting again!!! 18 Feb 2021 16:17 #363689

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Day 80!

Fixed the loophole.
I am a bochur with a passion for meaning and truth, searching to remain clean and live a holy and fulfilling life.

If you are reading this-you have a friend in me.
Feel free to PM me and I'll share my offline contact information, so we can call and text. I'd be honored if you'd trust me with your story and promise to support you in any way I possibly can.
I've been on GYE for over 7 years. "I may walk slow, but I never walk back" (-Abraham Lincoln?).
(For the background and meaning of my username- see Tanya chapter 15).

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Re: Starting again!!! 21 Feb 2021 00:39 #363808

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Shoot

I fell Friday night 
I am a bochur with a passion for meaning and truth, searching to remain clean and live a holy and fulfilling life.

If you are reading this-you have a friend in me.
Feel free to PM me and I'll share my offline contact information, so we can call and text. I'd be honored if you'd trust me with your story and promise to support you in any way I possibly can.
I've been on GYE for over 7 years. "I may walk slow, but I never walk back" (-Abraham Lincoln?).
(For the background and meaning of my username- see Tanya chapter 15).

My current thread 

Re: Starting again!!! 21 Feb 2021 05:27 #363831

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I fell because I let my guard down, and I read a book I shouldn’t have read.

I know it’ll be hard, but I can’t afford to read all the novels I’d like to. It’s too dangerous.

No more romance novels. No more porn. No more touching myself for pleasure. No more lying on my stomach. 

The price is too high.
I am a bochur with a passion for meaning and truth, searching to remain clean and live a holy and fulfilling life.

If you are reading this-you have a friend in me.
Feel free to PM me and I'll share my offline contact information, so we can call and text. I'd be honored if you'd trust me with your story and promise to support you in any way I possibly can.
I've been on GYE for over 7 years. "I may walk slow, but I never walk back" (-Abraham Lincoln?).
(For the background and meaning of my username- see Tanya chapter 15).

My current thread 

Re: Starting again!!! 21 Feb 2021 06:22 #363833

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Why is it that I’m focusing on the two times I fell instead of the 82 times I didn’t ...?
I am a bochur with a passion for meaning and truth, searching to remain clean and live a holy and fulfilling life.

If you are reading this-you have a friend in me.
Feel free to PM me and I'll share my offline contact information, so we can call and text. I'd be honored if you'd trust me with your story and promise to support you in any way I possibly can.
I've been on GYE for over 7 years. "I may walk slow, but I never walk back" (-Abraham Lincoln?).
(For the background and meaning of my username- see Tanya chapter 15).

My current thread 

Re: Starting again!!! 21 Feb 2021 06:26 #363835

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Also I need ways to cope with being alone late on Friday night. Most of my falls are then
I am a bochur with a passion for meaning and truth, searching to remain clean and live a holy and fulfilling life.

If you are reading this-you have a friend in me.
Feel free to PM me and I'll share my offline contact information, so we can call and text. I'd be honored if you'd trust me with your story and promise to support you in any way I possibly can.
I've been on GYE for over 7 years. "I may walk slow, but I never walk back" (-Abraham Lincoln?).
(For the background and meaning of my username- see Tanya chapter 15).

My current thread 

Re: Starting again!!! 21 Feb 2021 06:40 #363841

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Can’t find the exact Daf , but the גמרא says in סוטה:

אין עבירה מכבה מצוה.

It’s important to remember at times like these...
I am a bochur with a passion for meaning and truth, searching to remain clean and live a holy and fulfilling life.

If you are reading this-you have a friend in me.
Feel free to PM me and I'll share my offline contact information, so we can call and text. I'd be honored if you'd trust me with your story and promise to support you in any way I possibly can.
I've been on GYE for over 7 years. "I may walk slow, but I never walk back" (-Abraham Lincoln?).
(For the background and meaning of my username- see Tanya chapter 15).

My current thread 
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