Hi all - 1st post for me!

I've struggled for a long time - with what? That’s what I’m confused about. 

There are two types of people who struggle with porn. (My opinion)

The first type lives a normal life. They have jobs, hobbies, relationships, and a general sense of purpose. Their struggle is with lust and urges. They’re attracted to others and / or  are constantly turned on, and can’t always hold themselves back. Porn is their outlet. For them, the battle is self-control and containment. 

The second type is different. (I fall in this category)

I wake up with no drive or purpose. No desire to move forward. I love my wife and kids, but marriage is work, relationships are hard, and I don’t trust easily. Depression, apathy, and anxiety cloud almost everything.

So to cope with the darkness and hopelessness of nearly everything, I binge. Sometimes it’s food. Sometimes it’s YouTube. Sometimes it’s movies/tv. Sometimes it’s porn. 

All roads lead to the same place: a heavy sense of dread, guilt, and hopelessness. It’s a loop. I feel empty, so I binge. I binge, so I feel worse. And around and around it goes.

Im not saying either one is easier or harder. Both are struggles. 

here are my questions:
A - am I in the right place? Is GYE where I should be? Or should I (somehow) get a life which would then solve the porn issue?
B - is this me just overthinking things instead of taking action?
C - what type are you?