altehmirrer wrote on 03 Jan 2025 05:06:

What do you mean?

it seems like the vaad started a few months ago, so i'm curious to know how it's working out... is the oilam finding it beneficial

I have stated already that as I work towards freedom That If I ever get there the Vaad will be a HUGE reason why.

jollylemur95 wrote on 03 Jan 2025 05:36:

Sorry, I just noticed a slight mistake.
Hope it's ok that I took the liberty of fixing it.

altehmirrer wrote on 03 Jan 2025 05:20:

Why don't you come try it out for a month or so and see if it works for you?

If you have specific questions about it, feel free to reach out.

proudyungerman wrote on 03 Jan 2025 13:35:

I was thinking of suggesting that but it is better that it came from the vaad leader!

day 16!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You are an inspiration in so many ways!
I would love to speak with you!

So it's day 19 bh! thank you harav jollylemur95 for your kind words, although i'm sorry to say but i don't even know how i am a inspiration at all right now, you know the other day i looked at the wall of honor and i was totally and utterly crazily overwhelmed by what i saw, just looking at the long list of people who are clean for soooooooooo long and are checking in daily wow wow wow wow wow it's just so much to process (it's even more then the size of dee mir!), so here i am at day 19, (i wish that the days would be a little shorter,lol).

Now i'll try to just to get something a little off my chest, although i don't know how clear it will come out, i feel/know that i have another issue, besides for acting out and besides for connecting in a healthy way with people, but i also feel like that although i am so proud to be a heiligeh yid, but i feel like i'm missing so much understanding and true connection and simchah of yiddishkeit, ok i said enough for now.

Bietzem i should be maarich on this because it's good for me, but what should i do there's only 1 ktzos here and my slot is at 1 a.m. kol tuv from der mir 

PM me and I will explain directly  at length why you are such an inspiration

jollylemur95 wrote on 07 Jan 2025 13:45:

Jolly - bring it public. It will  be a chizzuk for everyone thats trying and accomplishing

Bh day 21!! (wish i could add some zeros ) things are bh feeling good now, i had a super powerful conversation with someone, and i cried real tears rolling down my cheeks, i never ever cried like this before, it was 2 in the morning on a cold street in lakewood in my car and we ended up both crying together, i can't describe it so i'll stop, hashem i want to feel you, hashem i want you so badly, i wanna feel the simple basic love of yours, i want to connect with hashem with my heart, not just with the brain

Fabulous news!!! Those tears are the result of the infected pus pimple being lanced and drained. Very healthy tears bring iyh to menuchas hanefesh, simchas ha-chaim, and kedusha.

altehmirrer wrote on 08 Jan 2025 17:48:

Your הרגשים come through so clearly - I too had my experiences crying on the phone - both when I first got help and with others subsequently. Bez"h you will get clean - and see the joy of living a life of kedusha.

Feel free to reach out at any time

Muttel

Shalom! Just catching up on this Choshuva thread, maybe we can publish it in the upcoming edition of HaTevuna! 

Your honestly, passion, and desire for true Chayim come across so clearly, I’m deeply touched by the emotion. 

To me, GYE means hope. There are doors that open wide here, where we thought were only bricked-up dead ends… 

It’s easier with Chaveirim, far less lonely…

Looking forward to getting to know you better! I’m confident that you’ll get to where you want to go, with Siyata Dishmaya!

Here’s a warm hand, 
מאן דבעי חיים 

PS. Ah Ahmulidike Alteh Mirrer Hut Gezogt Az Lakewood iz Ah Yeshiva MIT Ah PARKING LOT. Uber Limaaseh there’s a few more Ketzosin to be found, due to the influx of Adirei Hatorah Affluence….