Take two: Thank you all for the welcome and kind words. My hard copy of Battle of the Generation arrived yesterday. Reading an entire book off of a screen just would not work for me. I started reading it so we'll see where that takes me. There's also a new book called Breaking Free that just came out by Shaya Ostrov, published by our very own GYE and distributed by Judaica Press. Was wondering if anyone knows anything about that. I've been watching the F2F videos as well but have been having trouble actually implementing the exercises. That's where the real work is. I just forget about it during the rest of the day.
I wanted to speak about a specific area of my struggle that I think many people can relate to. I work in retail and deal with and see a lot of people every day. Many of those people are females. Some of those females are quite attractive. Whether or not they are dressed tzniusdik I find myself checking out every single one and logging a rating in my brain. I hope I don't sound too much like a creep but point is after a whole day of this it can be very difficult to not want to search for more online at night. Especially if I see something that I find particularly arousing. (And that's besides for the shemiras einayim problem involved at the time.) This was not as big of an issue in yeshiva and in kollel (not as big, but still an issue) but now this is part of my nisayon. Does anyone have any tips for this?

Day 1 again. Had a nice little streak going but had a few rough days. Just the little bit of writing I did here and feeling part of a "chevra" was such a chizzuk. Even though I haven't reached out to anyone personally there's still this feeling that people are rooting for you and you don't want to let the oilam down. Rosh Hashana was a little bit rough to be honest. A lot of tension with the in-laws made those 3 days not so enjoyable. So Motzei Shabbos my streak came crashing down. It was my way of unwinding. (Maybe I have to find another way to unwind). The GYE website was not working properly for me for some reason so I didn't have the satisfaction of seeing my streak or the chizzuk from the forums. Yesterday I was having some issues with my filter company and in the process of trying to fix something they turned off the filter. It was supposed to be turned back on but it was off the whole day. Of course I was just checking to make sure the filter was working properly... it wasn't. So that made last night kind of like a rock bottom. So trying to get back on track today. 

P.S. Do I do a 90 challenge? Is that too ambitious? What's the mehalach?

 Rosh Hashana was a little bit rough to be honest. A lot of tension with the in-laws made those 3 days not so enjoyable. So Motzei Shabbos my streak came crashing down. It was my way of unwinding. (Maybe I have to find another way to unwind). 

Anyone have a pdf version of the book?