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Re: First step in the right direction הבא לטהר מסייעין 01 Dec 2024 11:59 #426210

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rebakiva wrote on 29 Nov 2024 20:01:
Mazal tov on your 90th one day at a time, may you be zoiche to your whole life clean going forward.

I'll try to drink a lechayim in your honor, just hope I wont knock myself out from the many lechayim's I'll have to drink...

Have a wonderful shabbos, With love Akiva

Regarding the number of shots taken this Friday night in honor of the amazing chevra here, the wife was slightly concerned after the third (I know some real mevinim here will call me an amateur)
I didn't believe I could be clean
Until I actually got clean.
If I can do it, you can too!

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Re: First step in the right direction הבא לטהר מסייעין 12 Dec 2024 06:31 #426963

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It all started 3-4 years ago, it was a Thursday night sitting in my car and just browsing news etc, and while browsing i found a loophole in the filter, and instead of putting the phone down and taking a step back, I went in more and more i didn't watch actual porn but everything till there, and then i went in and masturbated for the first time in my life, for the next few days I wasn't able to look my wife in the face, and I was embarrassed to go in Shul, I felt like such a failure and looser, as a Bucher I had many challenges and I was able to overcome them and be strong, and here in one night everything went to waist, 
this mmemory came to me and I had to write it down, thanks for listening, 

Re: First step in the right direction הבא לטהר מסייעין 12 Dec 2024 15:59 #426987

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5678 wrote on 12 Dec 2024 06:31:
It all started 3-4 years ago, it was a Thursday night sitting in my car and just browsing news etc, and while browsing i found a loophole in the filter, and instead of putting the phone down and taking a step back, I went in more and more i didn't watch actual porn but everything till there, and then i went in and masturbated for the first time in my life, for the next few days I wasn't able to look my wife in the face, and I was embarrassed to go in Shul, I felt like such a failure and looser, as a Bucher I had many challenges and I was able to overcome them and be strong, and here in one night everything went to waist, 
this mmemory came to me and I had to write it down, thanks for listening, 

Now, not only will you have Kedusha in your life, but also this extra dose of this so needed humility, that you can no longer say "I have never masturbated in my life". What a gift from Hashem!
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Re: First step in the right direction הבא לטהר מסייעין 13 Dec 2024 04:03 #427032

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That was the first time, but not the last, till the next fall it took me a few months, but then it started the up and downs, till 103 days ago,And back then, I didn't Know that so many ppl are struggling. i thought im from the only few, and I must be crazy crazy
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