It's been a really long time since I've last posted on my thread. What can I say, life's been busy b"h. Lot's of good stuff going on.

Today (erev chanuka) is my first 90 day anniversary. Not sure if that's an officially recognized GYE milestone, but either way it means a lot to me. When I hit 90 days last year, it was the first time in my 15 years of struggling that I had made it that far. Hitting that milestone showed me clearly what I can do, and who I can be. The majority of my 15 struggling years I truly believed that it was impossible to break free. Porn, masturbation and lusting were all a permanent part of my life, and I was sure I'd go to the grave (hopefully still as a secret) with this struggle. Erev Chanukah last year I was zoche to see the light at the end of the tunnel, and Chasdei Hashem the light has continued to shine brightly.

IWLR

iwannalivereal wrote on 25 Dec 2024 15:42:

Could you share what worked for you most 

livingagain wrote on 25 Dec 2024 15:45:

Written about over here - Quite well .

Coming home from a trip out of town, I noticed that my mailbox seemed a bit more full then usual. In it was a bulky envelope which had a Kuntris in it. I wish I could say that went through it, and it was amazing, but the תורה in it was way above my level, on some of the hardest Sugyos in Shas, replete with חידושים that I could only possibly understand if I was deep in the Sugya. The way I see it, is that this was a trophy of sorts. I feel like the teammate of someone who's lifting the trophy in victory on behalf of all of his teammates. Your שמחה is ours, and your victory is ours. Thank you for sharing your joy with me.

With endless love,

Your teammate Amevakesh

Is there a more difficult Sugya in Shas than the one that we deal with in Yeshivas GYE?

SisonYishecha wrote on 25 Dec 2024 22:50:

This one has three dinim