Hi guys i hope you are doing well i just wanted to let everyone know that TODAY WAS THE LAST TIME IN MY LIFE THAT IT HAPPENED!!! I will fight back like a lion!!! I will Fight!! Fight!! and Fight!! the actuall thing that i am still fighting after all of those setbacks shows that i will win the fight at the end!. It will be hard but if hashem sent it to me he knows that i could fight back and win!! hashem only sends nisyonas to people who could win it.

I believe in you! you will Make it! thx for the chizuk:clap:

Hey there! We are super happy to have you join us in this fight, especially since you seem to have a lot fight in you! Your determination is not only admirable, it is key to getting out of this YH.

I would just say that you must not leave it up to determination alone. The reason is simple. Eventually you will not feel the emotional high you feel now, and you therefore won't always feel as determined. The key is to take the determination while you have it and use it to learn what it takes to fight this battle. Most of the time it's not about a super strong emotion which you will use overpower the YH, it's about having the tools to manage the urges and so on.

So do yourself a favor and reach out to a gye mentor who can get you started with the basic yesoidos, and also function as an accountability partner to help you get off your feet with a knock and get into a good groove. But more importantly to guide you as to how to gain the aforementioned tools . They are all great. Here is a list that Proud yungerman compiled of some of our great mentors. You will not regret reaching out to one of them i promise.
HHM (Hashem Help Me) - michelgelner@gmail.com, Eerie - 1gimpelovitz@gmail.com, ChaimOigen – chaim.oigen@gmail.com, Muttel - muttel15@gmail.com, Iwannalivereal iwannalivereal@gmail.com, Vehkam vehkam7@gmail.com, Amevakesh amevakesh23@gmail.com, ProudYungerman proudyungerman@gmail.com, Iwantlife - iwantlifegye@proton.me.
                                                                                                
        Please stick around and post more too. It's a crucial tool, and it's also mechazeik other people in the thick of this fight like me and others!                                                                                 

                                                                                   a fellow fighter .. yours truly jwbf

thanks to both of you for your strong support 

The fight is on like never before. The last 48 hour was not so easy but i am proud that i passed the test so far! I know that the current enthusiasm will evaporate in the next few weeks and the fight will become harder so i am using the current enthusiasm as a way to push me to read about the topic and to read the forum to see techniques to fight back as strong as i can not only through willpower but also through surfing. 
IT IS A FIGHT THAT ONLY I CAN AND WILL WIN!!!
FIGHT!! FIGHT!! FIGHT!! 

The last 24 hours was much easier then the first 48 hours but what i learned from my past experience's is that the enthusiasm will evaporate in the next few days and weeks  and the יצר הרע will come to me and he will tell me that it is not so bad and nothing will happen if i only try a little of it. So let me tell you something Mr. יצר הרע i am ready for you and don't even try. I am much stronger this time around. 

My man, you got this!!

I’ve already set my reminder to send you a L’chaim message on your 30th day

On your end, all that’s needed is — don’t let this determination level decrease! Keep the fire alive, stay motivated, stick around, and share both your challenges and your successes.

And hey, try out the F2F program — you’re a carpenter, so grab some tools from the toolbox and let’s keep rolling forward!

Day #4 and the fight is on like never before!!! Thanks to the tools that i learned the past few days over here at GYE today was probably one of my easiest days in the past 30 days everything went smooth and sail, every time a thought came up i used the surfing technique and i also thought myself that i don't have to try to fight those thoughts i just have to let it pass by. The good thing is that i now from past experiences that it wont always be that easy as it is now and in those days i will take out my action plan and see exactly WHY i am doing this.
Thanks for all of you for your warm support it really helps me out a ton!!! 

I just had my first BIG nisoyan but i am glad that i was able to win it!!!
FIGHT!!! FIGHT!!! FIGHT!!! 
WHEN WE FIGHT WE WIN!!!

lol you say fight fight fight and when we fight we win you can't say both u gotta choose which team ur on