I noticed recently, after over two years of a clean and healthy marriage, i'm falling and falling quickly !
Needing to get my life back in control and having to put an end to acting out and viewing things online ( which I never used to struggle with ), ( I always suffered a much more serious problem ) I'm starting to admit that i'm an addict ! I need help, and I need it now !! Who can hook me up with the soonest SA meetings around Jerusalem ? Is there anyone on the Forum that has been through the dirt who meets up with people one to one ? Like a sponsor, חבר , friend who can help me survive before its to late !? 
My wife has no idea what im struggling with at the moment, well if she did, she wouldn't be my wife no more ! Does my gorgeous baby deserve a father who's acting out and endangering its future with all sorts of other sick behavior ? A local person would definitely be of preference as if the relationship just stays on the forum, I have a tendency of disappearing !
 

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