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Re: :) Shmeichel's Shmeichel :) 08 Mar 2012 07:16 #134442

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Now you know why its there...and why He put it in my head to put it there
Baby steps.
If the road is pulling you down, it's a sign that you are going uphill, so just press harder on the gas!

Have a great day - unless, of course, you made other plans.
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Re: :) Shmeichel's Shmeichel :) 09 Mar 2012 16:54 #134475

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day three of my new life
spring cleaning is here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am starting to clean my chometz out
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Re: :) Shmeichel's Shmeichel :) 09 Mar 2012 17:02 #134476

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A freilichen Shushan Purim and Good Shabbos!
!אנא עבדא דקודשא בריך הוא

וּבְיָדְךָ כֹּחַ וּגְבוּרָה וּבְיָדְךָ לְגַדֵּל וּלְחַזֵּק לַכֹּל


"If it would be so easy there wouldn't be a GYE, but if it would be impossible there also wouldn't be a GYE."
"Sometimes a hard decision leads to an easier outcome."
- General Grant


My story: guardyoureyes.com/forum/19-Introduce-Yourself/111583-hello-my-friends
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Re: :) Shmeichel's Shmeichel :) 09 Mar 2012 22:00 #134485

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A freilachen!
Baby steps.
If the road is pulling you down, it's a sign that you are going uphill, so just press harder on the gas!

Have a great day - unless, of course, you made other plans.
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Re: :) Shmeichel's Shmeichel :) 12 Mar 2012 00:37 #134508

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day 5
i have a major problem now, my k9 filter interfers with the antivirus, and the host file which k9 copies in the system32 folder is considered a trojan for the antivirus, i tried to uninstall and reinstall, no help
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Re: :) Shmeichel's Shmeichel :) 12 Mar 2012 03:04 #134520

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what antivirus are you using? i find that k9 behaves well with MSE and Symantec Endpoint Protection.
!אנא עבדא דקודשא בריך הוא

וּבְיָדְךָ כֹּחַ וּגְבוּרָה וּבְיָדְךָ לְגַדֵּל וּלְחַזֵּק לַכֹּל


"If it would be so easy there wouldn't be a GYE, but if it would be impossible there also wouldn't be a GYE."
"Sometimes a hard decision leads to an easier outcome."
- General Grant


My story: guardyoureyes.com/forum/19-Introduce-Yourself/111583-hello-my-friends
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Re: :) Shmeichel's Shmeichel :) 12 Mar 2012 09:52 #134537

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kaspersky
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Re: :) Shmeichel's Shmeichel :) 13 Mar 2012 10:05 #134605

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7 days clean
one full week
i lived it thru, a fact
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Re: :) Shmeichel's Shmeichel :) 13 Mar 2012 12:04 #134611

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I could not get K9 to work with Eset but it is great with Avira and Zone Alarm. You can also get OpenDNS and use their filter for porn and videos etc.
The Blind Beggar is a character in Rebbe Nachman's story of the Seven Beggars.
If I view a woman as an object, I am powerless over lust, but I don't have to look.
I can guard my eyes.
I want to guard my eyes.
I do guard my eyes.
Why do I say these four lines?
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Re: :) Shmeichel's Shmeichel :) 13 Mar 2012 15:03 #134615

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Shmeichel,
I have no doubt about your ability to do this.  Put the fall behind you and move on like it never happened.  Like you were before.  Only a little wiser.
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Re: :) Shmeichel's Shmeichel :) 13 Mar 2012 20:03 #134623

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thanks for your inspiration
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Re: :) Shmeichel's Shmeichel :) 13 Mar 2012 20:06 #134625

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I had trouble with K9 and ESET too. I ditched ESET and I use MSE now at home. It's just as good as any of the commercial packages and it's free!
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וּבְיָדְךָ כֹּחַ וּגְבוּרָה וּבְיָדְךָ לְגַדֵּל וּלְחַזֵּק לַכֹּל


"If it would be so easy there wouldn't be a GYE, but if it would be impossible there also wouldn't be a GYE."
"Sometimes a hard decision leads to an easier outcome."
- General Grant


My story: guardyoureyes.com/forum/19-Introduce-Yourself/111583-hello-my-friends
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Re: :) Shmeichel's Shmeichel :) 14 Mar 2012 08:23 #134644

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day 8!!!!!!!!!!!!
i managed to reinstall k9, added it to the allowed list on the antivirus
b"h
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Re: :) Shmeichel's Shmeichel :) 14 Mar 2012 12:43 #134656

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Hello, just dropping by.

Just noticed now that you're starting a new clean streak.  Glad to see you just picked up and started over again.

I had a couple of falls after long stretches of clean time (7 months each).  After each fall I just tried to figure out what my mistake was, and then I tried not to make that same mistake again; I turned up my recovery another notch or two and kept on going.

--Elyah

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Re: :) Shmeichel's Shmeichel :) 14 Mar 2012 16:44 #134679

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Shmeichel wrote on 14 Mar 2012 08:23:

day 8!!!!!!!!!!!!

break out the dreidels and latkes!
(or Yalili)
KUTGW
Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise
~Inna beshem ZS

Give, Forgive
~Cordnoy

The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting.
~TZ
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