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TOPIC: I'm about to FALL!! 219135 Views

Re: Im about to FALL!! 17 Sep 2009 04:26 #18594

jerusalemsexaddict

dear lamed vav,
everyone just tries to give over things that worked for them.
different people have diff things that save them when they feel the noose...
Some read the handbook...
Some talk to Hashem...
Some call a friend...
Some go for a walk....

I see that uve found jewish videos helpful.me too to a large extent.
Find what works for u and write it down.
Usually we need soemthing that interests us,even when our mind is on ***
Im happy to hear youre ok...

-uri

Last Edit: by Yosey.

Momo's in the house 17 Sep 2009 06:20 #18629

Momo Current streak: 6 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 1288 Karma: 3	Momo's in the house. If anyone needs to chat, I'm here for you. Your friend and brother in recovery, Momo
	Last Edit: by nechama.

Re: Im about to FALL!! 17 Sep 2009 06:26 #18633

Sturggle Current streak: 178 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 1706 Karma: 1	just wanted to say that that put a smile on my face
	Last Edit: by Ike.

Re: Im about to FALL!! 17 Sep 2009 06:27 #18634

TrYiNg	me too
	Last Edit: by skipitang.

Re: Im about to FALL!! 17 Sep 2009 15:45 #18742

letakain OFFLINE Platinum Boarder KOTNMW Posts: 5036 Karma: 64	every time i open my new replies and see someone posted here my heart skips a beat! everyone post on their individual threads, k- my hairs gonna go white and it's not gonna look good with my green top!
	I am proud of myself today because of who I am becoming with progress, not perfection one day at a time I am a pickle, and I'll never be a cucumber again. and pickles are YUM! my thread: guardyoureyes.com/forum/6-Women-on-the-way-to-90-Days/248941-Letakains-internet-addiction-journal Last Edit: by Sportsguy613.

Re: Im about to FALL!! 17 Sep 2009 21:08 #18847

lamed vavnik OFFLINE Fresh Boarder Karma: 1	aaahhh! i hate this ! > > stupid ! > yetzer! >
	Last Edit: by cantorg.

Re: Im about to FALL!! 17 Sep 2009 21:11 #18849

me3 Current streak: 97 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 1229 Karma: 9	The closer we get to RH the more desperate the YH is getting (see more in my post in Group3) you have to get more determined too! Rosh Hashana is in 2 days!
	Last Edit: by Wantogrow.

Re: Im about to FALL!! 17 Sep 2009 21:12 #18850

Dov OFFLINE Administrator Posts: 1960 Karma: 383	lamed vavnik wrote on 17 Sep 2009 21:08: aaahhh! i hate this ! > > stupid ! > yetzer! > #36!!! We love you! :-* :-* Beautiful! Yid!
	"Off the 18-wheeler and fine on this tricycle!", "I do not particularly care exactly which "lav" suicide is. I'm not interested in it for other reasons...and you are probably the same." Last Edit: by Wantobehappy.

Re: Im about to FALL!! 17 Sep 2009 21:19 #18853

lamed vavnik
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i can't take it anymore! i hate this part of me! wasting my time! making me do stupid things! I'm still trying to break my filter! somebody call me stupid! i wasted another hour tonite on nothing!!!! nobody be nice to me ! call me an idiot ! please somebody smack me! i'm about to go out to selichos and i'm trying to bust my filter even on a high level just to get some skin fix!!! AAAAAHHHH!!! i know my attitude stinks!! (read the GYE attitude handbook!!) i need some tough love .

Last Edit: by iamstrong8.

Re: Im about to FALL!! 17 Sep 2009 21:21 #18854

lamed vavnik OFFLINE Fresh Boarder Karma: 1	stop loving me and tell me i'm a ridiculous idiot !! i want to hear it!!
	Last Edit: by ineedtherebbe.

Re: Im about to FALL!! 17 Sep 2009 21:22 #18855

kedusha Current streak: 717 days OFFLINE Administrator Posts: 3167 Karma: 46	lamed vavnik wrote on 17 Sep 2009 21:19: I need some tough love. Dear Lamed, Ok, here goes: Hand me your glasses this minute, so you won't get a good view of anything improper!
	Just as an alcoholic needs to avoid that first sip, a lust addict needs to avoid that first slip.Slip today? No way! ;)Fall today? No way, Jose'! Last Edit: by Chillylizerd.

Re: Im about to FALL!! 17 Sep 2009 21:23 #18856

bardichev	HEY STOP BERATING YORSELF TALK TO YOURSELF WITH A BISSEL RESPECT ITS NOT YOU YOU FLAKE THE DIRTY ROTTEN SCOUNDREL THE MENUVAL THE CHEAP POLYESTER SUIT THE YH KNOWS HE WILL BE BANKRUPT SOON TOOOOT TOOOOOT TEKIAH CALM DOWN BUDDY WALK AWAY FROM THE COMPUTR TAKE A SMOKE CHILLOUT b
	Last Edit: by jackb23.

Re: Im about to FALL!! 17 Sep 2009 21:24 #18857

bardichev	i'm a ridiculous idiot !! i want to hear it!! i'm a ridiculous idiot !! i want to hear it!! i'm a ridiculous idiot !! i want to hear it!! FEEL BETTER NOT SO SURE????
	Last Edit: by rogers.

Re: Im about to FALL!! 17 Sep 2009 21:31 #18858

Rage AT Machine

lamed vavnik, we all know exactly how you suffer so we can't look down at you...that being said, bards is right, youve got to recognize that youre being pulled by the ear by this addiction..it is your addiction that you should look down upon in disgust..there is nothing in those 0s and 1s that will benefit you...you will only be dragged further down this tunnel you hate...please know that if you fall it will take you all of .9 seconds to regret it...stand tall..you took some punches but keep your legs and keep swinging...rosh hashana is here and thats when the bell rings...

Last Edit: by Sephardiwanker.

Re: Im about to FALL!! 17 Sep 2009 21:36 #18860

me3 Current streak: 97 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 1229 Karma: 9	Listen to some music, say Uri's songs? Besides being good, it will take up some time. Also why dont you go to selichos early? say a little bit of Tehillim (Did you say todays yet?)
	Last Edit: by Cardboard Dude.