One year for me. I hesitated to post this for I firmly believe that ONLY the Almighty in His infinite kindness protected me every day and every second of the day, and no kudos are due to me nor are any bravos in order - rather a seudas hodah shall I make.
The only reason I post this, is out of a tremendous debt of gratitude- a debt that can never ever be repaid - to Rabeinu Guard and all the holy chevrah on the forum, who intentionally and unintentionally, knowingly and unknowingly have brought me to this point.
I pray that I do not fall prey to any illusions or fantasies of security and complacency , for I have been here before and have spectacularly descended to the deepest regions of HELL!!!
From the depths of my soul, I scream and I cry, I BEG AND I PLEAD .............PLEASE HASHEM ......MY FATHER IN HEAVEN, YOU HAVE HELPED ME UNTIL NOW... PLEASE DO NOT LET GO OF ME FOREVER!
With the utmost of humility,
Noorah from the house of Amram
To understand why he calls himself "Noorah B'Amram" and to read his beautiful story, see Chizuk e-mail #523 on this page from when he reached his first 90 days clean.
May Hashem bless him to continue to climb upwards and continue helping and inspiring so many others in the GYE community.