've had it with falling. I'm serious now. I will not let anything get in my way. Not my yetzer hara, depression or anything else. I have potential for greatness! Hashem has blessed me with more than I could ever desire. He has absolute love for me. I will not be controlled by my depression. I am here to change myself, my community and the world at large, simply one day at a time, one smile at a time.
I am put in this world for the ultimate pleasure and I'm not going to let some petty, deceiving, sly, mamzer, shaigetz, snake of a yetzer hara take any of it away from me.
GET OUT!!! GET OUT OF ME!!!! I'M IN CONTROL!!!
Any time I find myself getting weak, I want to realize the tremendous signs I'm getting at that moment to stop. I want to stop living in the past and start living in the present. There is so much pleasure in my life. I'm not alone. No one ever is. I am always loved by my Creator, no matter how far I fall, and I'll always get back up no matter how bad the trip. I am a Jew, descendant of the holiest people on earth. My blood is the blood descending from a people who gave millions of their lives to promote the name of G-d in the world!!
HEILIGEH AHARON!!
I AM CRYING TEARS FOR YOU!!
I AM SO TOUCHED BY YOUR SINCERE QUEST TO RID YOURSELF OF THE FILTHY YETZER HARA!!
AHARON, I HAVE SEEN MANY MIRACLES IN GYE.
TODAY AS I WAS READING YOUR THREAD ON MY BLACKBERRY,
THE SONG ON MY JEWISH RADIO WAS... "ZACHREINI NA"
THE LAST TEFILLAH OF SHIMSHON HAGIBBOR...
"ZACHRAINI NAH UPUKDAINI NAH"
"HASHEM REMEMBER ME AND LISTEN TO MY TEFILLAH PLEASE"
"ACH HAPAAMM HAZEH"
"JUST THIS ONE TIME"!!!!
"VE-INAKMAH"
"AND I WILL REVENGE"
"ACHAS MISHTAEI EINAI"
"ONE OF MY TWO EYES"
"MI'PLISHTIM"
"FROM THE PLISHTIM"
AHRON, I CRANKED THE MUSIC FULL BLAST IN MY TRUCK!!
AND WITH TEARS IN MY EYES,
I DAVENED FOR YOU, FOR ME, FOR ALL OF THE CHEVRA HERE:
HASHEM!
"ACH HAPAAM HAZEH"
"JUST ONE MORE TIME"
PLEASE HASHEM,
I NEED TO REVENGE MY EYES.
THE PLISHTIM POKED OUT THE EYES
OF BOCHURIM, YUNGERLITE, BOYS, GIRLS
REBBES, TEACHERS, MORAHS, MASHGICHIM
EVERYONE!
WE ARE WALKING IN SEDOM AND AMORRA
THIS GENERATION IS "NUKED" BY FILTH!
THE STINKIN IPODS, THE FILTHY INTERNET
THE RADIO, THE PAPERS, THE LACK OF TZNIUS!!!!!
UCHHHHHH
HASHEM, MY EYES ARE POKED OUT!!!!
"VI-INAKMMAH!!!!"
"I WILL REVENGE!"
I WILL FIGHT
I WILL PULL DOWN THE PILLARS OF THE INTERNET
I WILL FLUSH MY I-POD DOWN THE TOILET
HASHEM, GIVE ME A FIGHTING CHANCE!
AHRON, TAKE YOUR KINNAS HASHEM
AND "HIT HIM BETWEEN THE EYES"
GEVALDIGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
POST HERE ALL DAY.
PM US!
WE ARE HERE FOR U!!
Bardichev