My journey to recovery is a beautiful journey. I have realized that we need to find the good in everything. Even in a situation where I have the urge to fall or slip, I stop myself and say: "I know what's happening here, and I'm not gonna fall for it.Hashem loves me and this is just a test that I have to pass."
Emunah - that's my new word! Everything happens for a reason, we just gotta have faith in Hashem.
I heard this Rabbi say that when you are talking to Hashem, picture that you are talking to your Zadie. Hashem is like Zadie, he listens to you, he gives you everything you want, he spoils you, even gives you candies and chocolates. Your grandparents are the safest people, and their home is the safest home. You can tell them anything and they will listen to you and give you everything you ever need or want - and MORE!