A Freilichen Chanuka!
How was the first Chanuka Light by you?
By me, it was amazing, B''H, there was this clean feeling - sitting by the candles, connecting to myself and to Hashem, trying to keep my little boy occupied at the same time, wonderful family time and wonderful Hashem time!!!
This Shabbes, the old drives started to come up, in forms of old pictures and videos. B''H, I managed to steer my thoughts to other places; the thing that kept me at bay, not to go into the circles {I do want - no, I don't want}, was the amazing TaPHSiC Method program.
It was just by the Chanuka Licht, I realized why the YH went on such an assault today! It was the last day chance to get me before Chanuka, imagine how I would have felt if I would have fallen after working nearly a whole month on Clean Kislev Project - Lekoved Chanuka, just to fall 1 day before Chanuka!!!!!!!!!
I would have been Broke!
Don't worry, I don't think that the YH forgot me - he is still at work. So somewhere this week, I'll have to renew my Shvua, as it is expiring on Rosh Chodesh Teves.