I got on the bus today, and it was like a sudden epiphany of freedom - I realized that "hey, I don't have to look around and see which girls are pretty!"
I hope it lasts...
I think the interesting thing was that it actually came to me as a kind of, "huh... y'know, I really don't have to do this." Kinda like realizing that there was this chore that I has scheduled every day, that I suddenly realized was optional all along.
"You mean I don't have to take out the garbage?" Cool, I can deal with that...