I'm working the 12 steps, on the phone calls, really trying to make some changes, but they're slow to come.
But I'm starting to realize that it's part of a long process - slowly, I'm being given the tools to help beat this. I don't have them all yet, but I'm slowly learning them. And I have to put more koach into working the steps if I want to succeed.
And equally (or more) important, is that I know I have Hashem to talk to and help me through this. He wants us to grow through this! Nothing crazy deep, just to talk to Him, about my struggles and goals. I'm not happy about this addiction, but if it wasn't for it, I would still be going about my daily life which was too busy for G-d, and I would have missed out on this opportunity.