Welcome!
You will stop acting out, but you may never stop being vulnerable to acting out.
You will learn what's for you to do and what's for Hashem to do (the age old hishtadlut-vs. bitachon issue).
You will grow close to "HKBH, so close. And then when He turns His Face, you will miss Him something terrible... And then there's even more, more clarity, trust, simplicity, love, thoughtfulness.
This is an amazing journey. Not so easy at first. But we're all here to help, care about, joke around and stay in touch with you.
Hatzlacha